i fear change

I hate

having to find that new bar

New looks and

New stares when I get loud

New taps

New explanations

mumbled apologies

I need solitude

I need comfort

I dread the judging

of that

new barkeep

I fucking fear the change

but,

this beer is amazing

You have hope

new bar

Can you handle

my debauchery?

Can you deal, when I start getting

weird?